I felt this way when I got my new Bernina, and even worse when I got the embroidery module. The only thing that helped was taking some classes. It's a long way, I know, but you may need to bite the bullet and do it. Is there anyone in your area who might offer private lessons? Someone who has your machine? That might be a way to go too. I only needed one class to get me going. Maybe that's all you'll need.