I lost my hubby Sept 30th and am having the same problem. Though we didn't quilt together I knew that he was sitting there watching tv listening to the sewing machine hum in the background. I have not been able to spend any time in my sewing room and have no desire to quilt. I always thought that quilting would be my refuge when his time came, but it has not been the case. I'm sorry for your loss. It must have been wonderful to share your passion of quilting with him. Though my hubby did not quilt he always encouraged and praised my work. Hopefully we will get thru this. God Bless.