Your active life demands a lot from you, set your priorities --your physical mental and spiritual health..should come 1st so you can do those necessary and wonderful things for your family; husband and son. I recently read a little book "Too Many Irons in the Fire..." I f you have a chance to find it, I think you'll enjoy the humor and see ways to get the balance you may be looking for. All of us have been in your shoes and you too will survive. God bless