Oh I feel for you. I had a hysterectomy, but I was thrown into early menopause. I took the highest doses of estrogen available for 10 years before I knew it was bad. It took me 3 years to wean myself off it. It was a roller coaster, but it will subside and get better, I don't take anything but Evista now for my bones. Hang in there, it will get better.