We were all beginners at one time. Stick with it. Even after 35 yrs of sewing I don't, and I am sure other QB members, have had the same feelings at one time or another. I am best friends with "Jack" the ripper. Worn out a couple over the years. As with everything else practice makes things close to perfect. Wouldn't it be a strange world if everyone was perfect and did everything to meet others expectations? The quilt is yours enjoy the class and make the blocks to suit yourself, if you have problems the other people will help not judge.