As another beginner I encourage you to keep going. At the end you will have a quilt, whether it is perfect or not. But even better you will have forged friendships with what sound like some wonderful women. And I have no doubt, you will have learned in the process and become a better quilter! You can't lose by continuing, the money is already invested. You can only win. I'll be looking for your picture posts! They will encourage me to keep going.