I'm sorry to hear this and want to tell a quick story about my dear MIL. She was blessed with 95 years of life, mostly very healthy, She gave up living fully when she retired at 60. For thirtyfive years she did nothing. That's a lifetime for alot of people.It broke my heart but also gave me a gift of apprication for what I have, Life and the abitlity do do stuff. I'm at the begining of my 60th year and an glad for every day I have.I hope you will make a choice to finish one small project at a time. Just keep on doing girfriend! Can you post some of your work for all of us to see?