Katie, you sound like the yen is still there. Starting over is hard for anyone. As time adjusts you will find time to do more. The puppy sounds great. Someone alawys there to greet you with Love. Pets are a great stress reliever. We will be thing of you and sending love and prayers your way. You know of course that quilting helps heal. Make some little thing like a mug rug or a potholder. Bless You from Ok.