Well, my heart goes out to you. it was 6:30 in the morning and I was surfing fabric on line. That is insane. Here's what I did to channel some of my addiction. I am giving lessons to a little girl once a week and I may pick up a couple more b/c it is fun to see them excited. I let her borrow a sewing machine, mat, cutter, ruler to get her started until she can get her own. Her mom said she cried last week when I had to cancel. Glad to see the machine in use and not just collecting dust. Just a thought.