Bless your hearts!! I am sorry for your loss. I know a little of how you feel, too. All my growing up years I could nt work and so rarely had any gift for my mother, who being a Great Depression child valued "store bought" things. Then when I was grown I lived away for years and when we moved back here Momma and I had both grown and changed. I had really gotten into making quilts and discovered that my Moms mom also quilted!! I got busy and made my Mom 2 handquilted quilts and found she was Thrilled to have them!!! So now every occasion or excuse I can find I make quilted things for my Momma. I love to see her snuggled under my quilts and smiling!!