:roll: Oh honey,you are so not alone.Where to begin. :? I have been raising my special needs grand daughter since birth and she is now 16 as of last week(UGH).16 going on 30.Mom wasnt ready to be a mom.I raised my 3 in the church and well to make a long story short...where in the world did I go wrong?I have my oldest daughter her mamma who decided she wasnt ready to be a mom but had 3 more after her.Then my son whom seems to be hanging in there and is a wonderful dad.He has my 5 yr. old grand daughter more than the mom/wifey does.Then there is my other daughter with her 4 and has neither 1 of them as she says she is "gay".Ok.I also have been remarried and have 3 deceased little ones and still wander where did I go wrong.Dad lives a few sort miles fro us and no visits,phone calls etc.Mamma lives in Tx. with the abusive boyfriend and left the hubby.The one who"thinks" she is gay lives in Fla. with the abusive girlfriend that wants nothing to do with her if no money is to be had.So believe you me sweetie you are far from being alone.Vent all you want for I know where you are coming from,many blessigs to you and the family,quiltin-frenz :wink: