I can completely relate to feeling 'stuck'. It's something I've felt in my life, and have the same frustrations with. I do believe other posters on here have some good thoughts and suggestions. (Iceblossom -you're awesome and always enjoy your thoughtful posts!) I too, deal with depression and times when I really don't know how to find the joy. I think I've finally reached the spot where 'same as usual' is just not going to work any more. For the new year, I am going to look into talking with someone about those 'stuck' feelings, see what I can work out. I do believe it's never too late to find some joy. Wishing you well in your journey, wherever it takes you creatively!