You seem to have what we call around here the "Mon'ca do it self" gene.
I have this teeny little daughter, who's now 23 named Monica and from day one she insisted in almost everything she tried, to do it herself, and told us at times "No, Mon'ca do it self"
For a couple of years when she was a toddler, we never used the word H-E-L-P, she'd have a tantrum if we did
I will never take a quilt top to a longarm owner, I take great satisfaction in a job well done, to the best of MY ability