Compulsive, you are fine! For a LONG time, I hated purple, (still do)and didnt even know why I even had it in my stash!Since I dont believe in fabric abuse(throwing it away), I started to use it in little doses here n there. Then I became a little more comfy using just a little bit more, I may not like it, but it works well with alot of other colors. So, just use it in little doses here n there, pretty soon you will feel more comfy using it, and maybe overcome your "rut".