Originally Posted by sam_98

You likely have had some major issues occur a year ago. It is sad you have lost quilting friends. I hope I am understanding what you wrote. A useful book, one that I discovered several year ago, and have been using it again this summer. "The Artist's Way" A Spiritual Path to Higher Creativity" by Julia Cameron. This is a great book for blocked artists. It is "A Course in Discovering and Recovering Your Creative Self".