ya want to know why I don't post really close up views of my quilts? My SID are all over the place but I pick a good spot and take a picture of that area if I think a close up is needed.
So don't let it get to you. I use to feel the same way and I have been sewing (clothing) for years. Quilting is fairly new to me and YES I make lots of mistakes but I'm hanging with it because some day I know I will finally get one Almost perfect, until then I will keep going and learn as I practice. So should you.