Well, let me see. You have a full-time job; that's 8 hrs. per day; you drive an hour to work, which means you drive an hour back, you have to cook when you get home, unless you never eat. Sometime the housework, washing and ironing has to get done. You have a family to take care of. It makes me tired reading what you do. I say you're just tired. Maybe you can give small projects a try on the weekends or days when you don't have all that stuff going on. Take a nap once in a while. It's just like trying to lose weight. Sometimes you reach a plateau but you'll get back to it soon enough.