I took a little of everybody's advice. I took my timer into the sewing room, set it for one hour and began to clear it. I felt overwhelmed in the beginning and asked my husband (who always cleaned up after me LOL) to show me the easiest way to do this. After a few minutes it came like second nature and I got about 1/4 really clean, and about 1/2 organized so I can complete the rest. I talked to him the whole time, cried also but at least now I can go in and sew. Thankyou all for your support. Hugs Phyl