Save your loving work for a relationship that will be a lasting one. For now, I would find a charity that needs quilts and pour your heart into them. You will feel so full with the thought that a stranger APPRECIATES your work. You are young, and life will go on, and you WILL find someone that will love you back. I had a person that used to live in my neighborhood that I got very close to (so I thought). I baby-sat her kids, made them quilts, pj's, made her wedding gown etc. Then one day when I asked for something, everything became about her. End of story, I dropped her like a hot potato. I won't go into details, just chalked that up to a lesson learned. I am very careful about forming lasting relationships after that one.