My dad always said "love those that love you," and help those that need your help. Sometimes it is hard trying to be hard but sometimes people do not appreciate all of the hard work that goes into their art. Just know for a fact that they have loved you, meaning that they have shown some kind of love whether it is gifts or something meaningful to you. Help those that cannot help themselves. Truly God bless those that help others and I know that you will see things turn around. Don't look back because the future is right in front of you. A charity in your area will get some nice quilts coming.