Thanks everyone ! I know what you mean, I never thought about much of anything, except going to work the next day. Then, one thing happens, then another, then your a caretaker, dealing with SS and parents coverage, parents home & stuff in it. Way more than I ever expected in life. I was the baby in the family, guess I thought the older sibs would be the ones to take care or have the answers. Unfortunately one brother passed away suddenly and the other had his leg amputated, while in the mean time Mother was diagnosed with brain cancer...out of the blue and my Dad was in the nursing home. I could've never imagined that Mother would die first, but she did, within 6 months. She went to the hospital,had brain surgery, rehab and never came back home. Without God, I know I couldn't survive this again...it's just too much