It's not the quilts. Obviously, you are a giving person, to work so hard to make these quilts for people you love. Maybe some day down the road they will look at their quilt and say, "I wonder what ever happened to ____, I really miss her. She was a kind person and really cared about me." Your quilts will make your memory live on in the people you gave them to. So keep your chin up and keep quilting. God bless you.