Don't give up! You are learning with each stitch you sew. I've started the Michael Miller Clubhouse which is basically a BOM.
I'll still working on the first month. It's not perfect but I'm learning so many techniques. This month we are working on
flying geese units. I am working to make sure I have 1/4" seams. This will be my third quilt. Each one was a challenge
and each one had mistakes. But I felt such a sense of accomplishment when I finished them. Good luck on your project!