After spending the evening hand quilting I feel saddened to hear this. In fact, I am hand quilting for the first time on my second ever quilt top...it's a queen size. I keep wondering when I'll ever finish it and it and wonder if I'm doing it right... and then I see one of your posts and your work encourages me! Mine doesn't look like yours by any means but it's getting better as I progress on this quilt. I look at your work as something to strive for. I sure hope you can find a way to show your work to others...it's so inspiring as well as a beautiful art.