I understand completely, I keep bookmarking all the quilts I love on this site, but there is no way I could possibly make 1/4 of them. Have you tried making rag quilts for your grandchildren, I can make one in a day or two , they are fast and easy and they love them because they are so soft and cuddly. (You also don't have to be perfect in your sewing because it does not show because of the ragging. )