Marcy, Why is your location "In Hiding"? Where are you? Do you quilt with friends? Do you do "lunch with friends"? Get up, shake yourself off and go out and look at the beautiful day...just embrace what God has given us. Live a day at a time and don't worry about tomorrow. At 69, I think of it but I am caregiver to a 94 year old mother and she has no plans of leaving this earth! Life is to lovely not to enjoy!