I am so sorry Barb (((((((HUGS))))))) Leaning how to care for and be there for family/friends with mental illness is so difficult....we second guess ourselves....and then when they choose suicide, it is so hard to deal with all of the emotions and "what ifs".....not enough is being done in this area, I constantly am hoping for more research to be done. I can't imagine what you are going through, but you know we are all here for you!!!! It is good that you found such a wonderful support group, your quilt is a lovely tribute, thank you for sharing it with us!!!!
I took care of a young woman who has made many attempts....I know what you mean about the medical/legal system letting you down....we cannot watch them 24/7 and laws need to be changed!!!