Thank you to all that posted. I never want to feel like you need to feel sorry for me. I carry my heartache and I just want people to know that it is an illness and there are meds to help. It is a chemical imbalance- this was a huge reality check for me- I have a sister that has huge anxiety issues. I would get mad that she relied on drugs, but I now know- they are necessary.
I'd love to put prozac in the water system here- I know a few people who could use calming down a bit. :)
Again, thanks to all- April is a difficult month for me but a day or two after his burial date I am better, the situation is put into perspective once again and I move on, more determined than ever to raise awareness. Thanks for letting me get on my soapbox.