This is my 2 cents worth... you need to take care of yourself! Please don't feel guilty over something that gives you pleasure! If you are not feeling up to doing larger projects, you might think about place mats, table runners, smaller wall hangings, pot holders, hot pads, that would make wonderful Christmas presents for this year. :wink: :D :wink: I hope things work out for you and remember, we are you for you in any way that we can! :D