Exactly what I would say to you was said earlier in this post by Bill's BonBon, almost word for word. So I will just add my wishes for better days ahead and yes, keep quilting. The old saying about power in numbers applies; we're all thinking of you and so many good thoughts will eventually yield good results. (and you did have one funny line in there, that you're starting to sound like a country song; do not lose that sense of humor!)