DIE? Honestly? OMG! Look into a natureopathic doctor. They are out there and can show you the way to natural healing or at least coping with what you have been given. Try to keep your body in neutral as much as possible. Meaning - do not overstress your joints. Wrists straight, head forward, elbows bent, etc. I'm sure there are natural products that can help you and a doctor who needs to be kicked to the curb!