Straighten up and appreciate yourself! Caregiver for 3?! I'm impressed that you can quilt at all!Many years ago,I won a door prize at a craft baazzar I was in. The most ugly,gaudy "welcome" sign I had ever seen! I thought it was worthless!On the back, the crafter had carefully written her name, followed by a c in a circle (copyright). She didn't want someone stealing her designs! She thought it was grand! I took it home, someone begged it off me,- it appealed to their primitive side. POINT(knew I was getting to it)- we are our own worst critics. show your stuff to someone (us), w/ a positive note-"what do you think of this pattern/ I love blue in a quilt" ect. You might be surprised how much people will love what you post, or the little tip that could make a BIG DIFFERENCE to you! good luck, ss