Hang in there Jamie. We all go through tough times. You did the right thing turning to these people on this board. They are a loving and knowledgeable group. Sometimes forcing yourself to do something you just don't feel like doing is the best solution to pull yourself out of the funk. That is easier said then done. But do be creative in what you work on since sometimes these things will not turn out the way you would have liked. That is why when I feel like that I will pick up scraps and make something small just to feel productive and being creative is always a lift for me. Also I always find something on TV that will make me laugh. It truly is the best medicine.