I totally agree with you, I have been verbally abused, physically abused and I was sexually abused by a neighbor when I was a very little girl for a while. It is something you never forget and forgiving is very hard to do. I feel for anyon who has ever or is still going through this. I would just say GET OUT, you might not think you are strong enough, smart enough or any thing else they try and make you think but you can do it. If I could then anyone can and I would help anyone I possibly could. Talking about it is one thing, living it is quite another.