She is lovely. If she can get better, blind is not as bad as it sounds. We had a precious little Silky Terrier who lost her sight .. it happens even with the best of care...we spent many $$$$ trying to save her sight and we cried a million tears because she couldn't see. She learned to adjust and so did we. She lived to be 16 years old. My heart goes out to you and I am wishing her well. Do not punish yourself..things happen and we cannot change them. Just hold her and love her.