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Hi all, I just went to my inbox, deleted all of my sent pm's to try to get to the limit. I still need to fix the inbox and move to folders. Clarity of thought has not been my friend. I think now that I may owe 2 people for for items. I am usually extremely prompt with this.

Last year, I was called to go to help my brother in the hospital. Form early July to late November I was in Michigan. I went to the hospital everyday. I clung onto hope and kept real positive for a great outcome. I wanted my brother to come home and I would stay with him to help get him back on his feet. Trying to find information from doctors and nurses was like pulling teeth. I barely spoke with him the entire 3 1/2 months while he was in intensive care, only a few words mouthed. I went into shock when I was approached by hospice. I felt the doctors were not telling me everything and keeping the truth from me. I felt so helpless. After the funeral, there was so much to do. I was alone in his house and finally just had to get out of there. I made it home on Thanksgiving. The board had changed. I asked for help to fix the pm issue, but my confused and squirrly life has not allowed me to fix it yet. (I will try again soon)

So to the people I have messed up with, I am truly sorry. I will ask for more help if I cannot get my mails cleared sou so that I may communicate again.

Sorry that life got in the way and I have been unable to fix it right yet. I feel such the fool for messing up. Thanks for reading......