I am so sorry that things are not going well for you MainGirl79. You definitely need to do some quilting - OR go to
my NEW favorite fabric store - Mardens (I just went to the one in Sanford recently)!!
anyways . . .
Two years ago, when our life was turned upside down, I was sooooo stressed out. My DH told me everyday, that we needed to take one step at a time and ALWAYS "go in the direction of goodness" - meaning never look at the individual ups and downs but focus on a target (whatever that may be) any keep stepping towards it.
We did and our life has settled down -
I keep thinking God has a better plan for me, but the bad things just keep on happening
Take my DH recommendations - (I know how you feel) - but take one day at a time and go forward.