Thanks everyone, I know I will get thru this and even spent a half hour today talking to my neighbor. We discussed her current quilt she is making. I spent so much time working on my projects that when I dont I feel lost and alone but as of right now just dont have the push to do it. I am some what of a beginner so dont think I am quite up to charity quilts just yet. I did look at some BOM's that look interesting but not sure if it is too much for me. Anyone have much experience with them and could tell me the good and bad about them?