Speaking from experience, if I read instructions they could be written in a foreign language. Show me and I can do it. Maybe you could take the pattern to a LQS and ask someone to show you what to do. Maybe a quilting friend would be able to help. At least someone could explain paper piecing to you (altho nobody has been able to show me how to do it LOL). You've done difficult patterns, you can do this one. But visual and/or hands-on instruction might be the answer. Good luck.