Please don't quit. It gives you so much pleasure. I can tell by the way you wrote about it. You don't have to have a lot of fancy gadgets to quilt. Look at the pioneer ladies. Feed sacks, needle & some thread. You obviously are very creative in finding reasonably priced fabric. You can get some great deals here on the QB. I to have a disability, so I understand what you are talking about when you say it gives you something to do & fill up some of your time. Keep doing what you can. God knows your situation & he puts people & things in our lives just when we need them the most. He has blessed us all when we found this QB. Everyone is so helpful & supportive. So when you get low on fabric or need help, just let us know & I'm sure there are plenty who will be very willing to share a little of their of fabric stores. We are not all rich in $'s but, we are rich in friendships on here. Happy New Year & keep that sewing machine stitchin'. We're here for you. God Bless you.