If it makes you happy that is the number 1 thing to consider. Quilt your own, make quilts as gifts, learn to quilt fabric to make clothing, quilt charity quilts. The list can go on. If it is part of your bucket list, it is worth it. I have my HQ Avante upgraded from the HQ16 and love it. I have done a few for friends and they have even given me some money for doing it knowing I'm not a professional but they were happy and I have thread money. There is nothing wrong with having something special for "yourself". Guys do it all the time, motorcycles, golf, tennis, etc. so treat yourself but get what you want and that will fit your wish list.