Your story was touching. I think we all covet at times, but feel better when appreciation for what we do have sets in. I to tried a very expensive long arm at a quilt show and it was wonderful. However, my older Bernina does sew well and I do enjjoy what I have and grateful that it sews nicely. If the time comes that I have space and the means of something nicer I hope I also have the time to enjoy that. Most importantly we all need to remember to enjoy what our God Lord has provided and your story did reflect that truth.