The worst was that my husband passed away on March 2 and my mother passed away July 25. But I know that God will not give me more than I can handle and He hasn't. The best part was the night before Mom died, she told the chaplain that she had two visitors....one was my dad and the other was my husband. And the next day, they took her to Heaven with them. I am not afraid anymore of what is going to happen to me when I get old (I am 75 now) because I know. My husband, my mother and my father will be there to take me with them. And the support and help and love I got from my friends, relatives and neighbors. They have all become my family and have been super-wonderful and had it not been for them, I don't know what I would have done - a little bit of pushing didn't hurt. I made it through Easter, Thanksgiving and Christmas. Each day hurt, but each day not as bad as the day before. God is Good. Edie