Tiggersmom

[ sending you lots of Hugs}

You've received lots of advice on here.......JMHO.........put these blocks away, take deeeep cleansing breaths, take a walk.........check out basic simple patterns on the internet for table runners, etc.....Make a few of those even if they are simple 4 patch or 9 patch blocks put together....Get a little more confidence then dig out those blocks/pieces and they won't seem so daunting!!!!!
You Rock Girl for even trying., most beginners start with too big a project and become overwhelmed...scale back and Relax!!!!!!!! Best Wishes, let us know how it all turns out.