Don't give up. I have only been quilting a little over a year. There is nothing you cannot google. If not for that resource and this board I would have given up many times. This is just your first quilt. There are many more to come. You cannot learn unless you make mistakes. Mistakes are the best teachers. I started with small things like table runners and hot pads to work on my skill. Even if I now have a quilt that doesn't turn out like I expected, I will take a break and do something small to get my motivation to keep on back.