Years ago there was a book called "I'm ok, you're ok". What I learned from it was that no one else makes you happy -- you make your self happy. No one else makes you sad, it is your expectations of others that make you sad. Do what you love doing -- you are worth it! I like looking at the masterpiece quilts, they inspire and challenge me to do better on my own quilts - but will that be me, no, but I'm happy!