Sounds like you are not a happy quilter. You have been here since 2011! But, you did try several different techniques....although not seemed to be pleased with any of them. I am sure those 5" squares you put together for your son and now will handquilt will be appreciated by him.....a second thought...maybe if you had purchased a more uo-to-date sewing machine...not necessarily expensive....the attempt at machine quilting might have been more satisfying....sorry your adventure has not been fun, but don't give up, just do what you feel comfortable with....maybe a precut kit of something small would help......