I am a moratorium failure

I went to a quilt show in my home town and purchased a crib panel with coordinating material for the trim, and....guilty look.....then went to Joann's to pick out the material for the colors my daughter actually WANTS for the little girl they are planning to adopt. I'd like to be honest in saying I didn't have all those colors, but I did have part of 'one'......I feel like I need a 12-step program....