life is too short to do things we don't want to do. Just don't do it, and stop worrying about why you won't do it. There a bigger problems in this world to worry about other than why you don't want to do it. It sounds more OCD than ADHD. Just don't do it and you don't have to worry about it. No one said you had to use all the fabric. send it to people like me who enjoy using tiny scraps of fabric.