Oh so sorry to hear your having such troubles MadQuilter
I too have been having such a couple weeks and having lots of anxiety. I too went off the rails again went into Hobby lobby and got a just a bit carried away for the baby shower then bought several sheets for backings at the goodwill next door. why is it when we are the most stressed about money we go spend it. I did put together a top just from stash but not quite loving it so pulled another color way and I am starting the quilt again. Then realized I was almost out of the white I pulled and used just not enough to actually finish the new quilt, some days it best to just step away and take a deep breath. Hugs for all that are having a tough week.